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| at times i feel like i have so much to say yet so little to say..that's
the struggle i face writing in xanga. at first, i become super
ambitious and think i'll write a very long entry, then i realize its
crap, so i don't continue..but being bored with my readings and
reading other people's xanga, it motivated me to write in my
xanga...while reading others i became nostalgic. (in retrospect,
i'm glad for the all people i have met in my life..u guys know who u
are..) i realized everyone's doing their thang in their life and
that we're all getting old, people are discovering themselves, etc., so
i started to think about my life and where im at..and at times i feel
like life is a haze, i clock in the morning when i wake up, i take
lunch by phasing out during the day and in class, and i clock out when
i go to sleep..its monotonous, but i cant expect everyday to be an
adventure...
i think its a catch 22, when monday starts we cant wait until is
thursday, friday, and/or the weekend to come..and before u kno it, the
weekend has come again, you go through the race again, monday being the
suckie day that slingshots u into the week, wednesday being the
humpday, and it goes downhill...but with this mentality, before you
know it, life has passed you by..as for me, my days have been super
killer, busy day in and day out..stepping back i cant believe i made it
this far, im in my 2L career in law school and i vaguely remember my
horrific 1L career, glad thats over, but its only been replaced by my
horrendous 2L career, shat. 
supplementing my law classes, i started up my mba program...at first i
thought it would be enjoyable cause its all presentations and group
projects but i realized that i prefer law classes way better, these mba
classes are all long-winded and so wish washy, two more years to
go...ive been workin two jobs and at times it been pretty bleh and
stressful...i still work at the firm i used to work for in LA and do
everything over the net and i also work at the school as a TA teachin
criminal law to 1L's, funny isnt, me as a teacher..at times i feel like
they kno more than me, but hey maybe thats how all teachers feel..but
day in, day out, those are my days..sometimes its so hard to sit down
and catch my breath..
rereading this entry i feel that all the fun has been sucked out of
me...shat, im an adult, when did i become so boring, haha..maybe not,
but in light of reading virginia's post, here are some facts about me
that people usually don't know.. its short tho, ill do 5-vers
5) i have a lot of scars but the two most prominent scars i have
is two on my forehead..one i received when i was 2..i was jumping
around in a hotel room when my parents and i were on vacation and i
jumped right into an edge of a table (that's how i became a genius),
the other...well the other, i dunno, i think i got dropped as a baby
(that's how i became a supr-genus...jk)
4) suffering through countless embarrassing moments in my life, i
think the most embarrassing moment i have ever experienced would be
farting in class at UCLA when i was sleeping in class...a class of
75-80 where i sat in the middle and teacher paused when i ripped one,
and to top it off, the two girls in front of me turned around, stared,
and gave the most horrific stares (...i think they have a crush on me  ), the second would be snoring in class
3) i have been through numerous styles of haircut, when i was in
my mommy's belly, i was bald, when i came out i had the fro, when i was
young i had the 3/4 part with the wave (left to right), part down the
middle with the two waves, spikes with she fade, and now im back to the
fro, and im thinking of whats next...
2) my worst fears in life are being mediocre, disappointing my
parents, not having kids, being unhappy in life, and settling when it
comes to marriage...
1) whenever i have a chance..i like to look at the night sky and
look at the star..somehow when you do this, your problems seems so
miniscule and pretty much nothing when compared to vastness out there
as well as in comparison to others who have it much worse than i
am...when u drink, its even better..
more to come.
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| this past weekend me and a bunch of friends from sd headed to vegas to
celebrate a bday, it was a blast besides losing a lot of money, but
hey, its vegas, its evil, it takes your soul..u get the point, but we
ended up staying at bellagio and went to pure at caesar's palace, which
was pretty awesome, we ended up seeing travis barker (i think that's
his name) from blink 182 perform, so that was def. a highlight, but
here are some pics, ill put some more later..and go ucla!!
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this weekend. VEGAS here we come!
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| back from the dead...
yup thats right im writing in this bad boy again..well no promises, just for tonight, haha..juss wanted to vent my frustrations about returning back to school after this long hiatus, which i like to call summer break..but i guess all good things come to end., dammit..but at the same time i had an enjoyable break..i was able to go to europe for the summer to study a lil somethin something, hang out with friends, work and get some experience and pretty much lounge..i guess i cant ask for much more..
but over this break i realized that a lot of people are starting their lives and really concentratin on what they need to do..yup, i admit it..people are becoming adults..scary huh..the transition from high school to college and from college to being a full-fledged adult..but u also begin to wonder when u define urself as an adult..does it happen overnight, like in an instant, ur transformed to an adult and u carry a somewhat imaginary license with a new sense of wisdom and newfound responsibilities and take on life or is it a gradual process like puberty and before u kno it..ur voice doesnt crack anymore and ur hairy in places u never seen before..hmm, its hard to say, some say its the gradual process but there must be a point where u transition or cross the line..perhaps its a lil bit of both..
speakin of which, well not really, i juss like that transition..but how awkward is it goin to the bathroom..here's are some unwritten codes of conduct for the bathroom (a one stall bathroom and urinal just like the one on my floor at work) ((and i guess its applicable to two stalls for women, or whatevers))
1. when someone is taking a crap and ur using a urinal, u never make face contact..yup thats right..if ur sitting on the shitter and someone comes in..u remain absolutely quiet..no farts, no peeing, no pooping..ur like a deer caught in the headlights..and even if ur in midwipe..wipe no further..which also implies that when someone is in the bathroom either washin their hands or peeing, u never exit the stall because u dont want to make eye contact and u also dont want them to know that it was "you" that was on the john..
2. vice versa applies, if im in there using the urinal or washing my hands, it is that person's responsibility to abide by rule #1, if they dont, it makes me feel very uncomfortable and i speed things up because i dont want to kno that it was them pooping or farting because i feel embarrassed for them as well as for myself
3. if ur a rebel and go against both rule #1, #2 and must make a debut out of the stall, please wash ur hands..its enough to connect the face with the smell but its another thing to connect the face with hands covered with poop
4. i guess i really didnt think this one out..but u get the drift..
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| so much has happened these last couple of weeks that it's a blur and its just gonna go by faster...as you kno of my recent rehaps, ive been having finals these past two weeks and guess what?! i'm almost freakin' done...i can't wait..as im writing this, i have one more final and 3 have been knocked out of the way...which means..imma get piss ass drunk friday after my final..its gonna be great...drinking, drank, drunk, yes...but its funny how fast this year has passed by, i am almost officially done with my first year law school which means more than 33% done...which also means next year will be pretty fun..startin up my mba classes, etc...but here's the dillio on whats gonna happen this summer, imma move been back to the good ol cherrios this saturday and probably do mad errands and write my law review article by wednesday, and thursday 5/26, im takin off for europe, so if i dont get to talk to a lot of you guys, have a good start of the summer, and have fun in vegas especially all the o's, kinda sad im not gonna go this year, but ill be in europe studyin some int'l law and then traveling and soakin in the culture up until 7/6, where i will be returning and workin full-time in la, so hit me up..but thats pretty much the plan so far..hope everyone is doin okae..and i realized todae, imma pro at shooting..haha jk..but i had the privilege of clay shooting with a shotgun, its pretty freakin awesome, the amount of power..i feel like more of a man just carrying that around..not that im less of a man..besides that last week i fired my first gun, went shooting at a range..it proved again my impeccable aim..yes ladies, im a killer...both in looks and with a gun..haha purely kidding..but yea, thats all for now, back to studazzlin.. | | |
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